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why hello

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well hello their ignored and forgotten devart account.
will be posting my gr.12 stuff soon. be excited.
also, anticipate new scripts.
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love is?

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alice claims im in love.

-when i look at him, everything else disappears
-when he talks to me, nothing else matters
-everything he does for me, like sharing things, hugging me, singing to me, staring at me, picking me over every other girl, spending time with me just to be with me, giving me his heart. all those things make it seem like if the world where to end right at that moment, it wouldnt matter.
-he gives the best hugs
-i feel like ive let him down when he tells me i embarrass him, and like i deserve to die
-i would do anything, and everything for him. to any extent. i would die, and i would kill.
-it kills me to hear that others think where dating.
-i want to rip apart all the other girls who look at him with there vicious hungry eyes,who only want him to boost there social image. he isnt a piece of meat.
-i wish he would look at me, and only me, until the end of time.
-liking (loving?) him is the most painful thing ive ever gone through. no physical scar could ever compare to a year and a half of torture.
-when he tells me things in confidence... even when there about my best friend... i even betray them, for him. and i dont regret it.
-when he invites me to things, or makes it seems like he wants me with him, i prepare to abandon everything, even its only for a few moment with him... i would abandon everything.
-im sorry for what a nuisance it is that i like (love?)him must be.
-when he proves to me, that i am his number 1, i cannot even explain the feeling that goes through me, only the merciful expression he gives me when i start to cry.
-hes the reason i refuse to drop french immersion
-everything i see and hear reminds me of him.
-hes the reason i cry in romantic comedies such as '27 dresses'
-hes the reason i wake up, get dressed, straighten my hair in the morning, put make up on, go to school, attend class, do homework, take performing arts, try...ect.
-hes the reason ive hurt 5 boys.
-hes the reason ive become such a thing
-everything i do with other guys is to try and forget him, and remembering my motivation, makes me think of him even more.
-the moments ive spent with him, no matter how sad those moment where, no matter how minor, i remember all of them and treasure them above any other memory i hold.
-its almost impossible for me to look away.
-its almost impossible for me to not run to him and flaunt and flirt the moment i see him.
-i cant help being jealous of the girls who have the courage to do such things as throw themselves at him when they first see him.
-i cant stand a majority of his friends. but for him, ill pretend to be there best friends as long as it takes.
-the pain of not knowing how he feels for me has numbed me emotionally as drugs would.
-my biggest fear is that i will never get over him. my greatest hope is that ill never have to.

so is it love?
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And she was an awful kisser.
but that`s besides the point.
MY PLAY IS BEING USED AS OUR MAINSTAGE PLAY NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!
not the one i posted (jealousy is a bitch, but the one im currently working on, Anissa`s complicated secret. IM SO EXCITED.
thats all
thanks for reading
~iz
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Not to have a misleading title or anything, but technically this is still just updates lol.

So I'm currently working on a new script for Edmonton 'Next Fest'. It's titled 'Anissa's Complicated Secret.'
Basic over view of character's:

Anissa: She is a 'normal' everyday high school student until one day on her way to school she is almost hit by a passing car but is saved when she is pushed out of the way by an oddly dressed boy. After this exchange odd things begin to happen in her life. Can she even trust her best friend Diggory with her secret?

Victor: Victor has been told a girl on his street was suppose to die on the 26th day of October. When he found out that it was Anissa, the innocent girl he had been following and had fallen in love with, he wouldn't stand for it.

Diggory: He also loves Anissa. The difference is they've been next door neighbours for 14 years. He would be there for her no matter what, but what happens when she falls in love with a ghost?

Midori: She's just out to cause trouble. She has forgotten who she was and thus can never move on to the after life. So she figures if this is where I'm stuck for eternity, why not have some fun?

Setting: The first act is set outside of  Sage Ridge High School.

Yup yup. I'm pretty excited for it. It may sound light and cheery but I'm going to try and make it as dark and creepy as possible. Hurray! I'm also hoping for it to be used as our play next year, but I doubt it because Forde never uses students work, no matter who, to be fair.

In a more artsy statement, I was featured somewhere in a magazine lol. My art teacher told me something about it but I didn't really care to find the website. She said she would give it to me when she gets back from her trip, so till then. Haha. Since Iris graduated I'm apparently one of the best art kids they have left =D. I think they base it off of who listens to the teacher the least xD.

In anime news (^^) I've been watching School Days which has proven itself to be pretty good. Nothing spectacural but its def. worth it.

Now to report on my life itself because I know that that is the sole reason anyone ever reads these (which they don't.
So with Taylor it is officially off. He's forgiven me though (I think) hes talking to me again if that counts as forgiveness. It's still really awkward, but that's to be expected. On the other hand, Brendon, the 20 year old Gundam obsessed line cook seems to have taken an interest in me xD. But who really knows, right?

As for the plan with Jeremy, I am falling more and more in love with him, so much that its embarrassing. We did a short skit for french class today. At one point I had to hold his hand and drag him away, not even romantically, but I could feel myself blushing. Thank god my hair was covering my face otherwise, in front of the whole class that would have been mortifying. I wouldn't want to know how many other people would think we where secretly having sex or dating then, without mentioning that half already do.

In friendship news, Alice and I are drifting. She's making plans for better friends, and fooling herself into thinking that they share that idea. It makes me more mad then sad though. If anything I'm frustrated. But she'll come back to me. She always does. Her hearts to weak, and they'll hurt her. Where as Melinda and i are always bickering. It's getting a bit worse, but we always make up. we should be fine.

FINALLY, in acting news, My one act is missing a person T.T. Kassy dropped out and Pam can't do it anymore. I'm kinda freaking out but I'll get it together. I have too.
In little women news, I'm back as my lovely self as Aunt Carol. Show goes up February 17th to the 20th. The 19th is our CAPPIES night so i would advise you not to come on that night for we will be full.
In the case of Charlie Brown, I am still a stage hand. Fucken yay. I gave Kyle Komarynski my part of stage manager when he got kicked of as Charlie Brown. I wont lie, I regret it because he's being such a dick to me. Oh well. What's done is done.

That is all for updates.
TTYL -
~iz
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